För er som skriver dikter...

[A©]

Why?

Feels like my head gonna implode..
Thinking of you.... Wait, dont wanna say anything
Dont wanna brake this moment of dreams, that i had.

I fall deeper in love. Love? why, whats the mening whit it?
When you only get hurt.... And i hate you for it...

It make me sick as hell,,, just looking at you,
still i cant take my eyes of you..

whatching the darkness getting closer, as i fall towards my sleep, thinking about
why im here, the red square on the floor, that reflect´s my image, looking back
at me, with empty eyes, black and cold, just with a evil stare....
I walk towards my sleep, feeling, feeling,, what.. nothing, just cold, why?

Can you see me?
Can you hear my?

Im standig here, waiting....


I can feel the hate rise up in my, just looking at you. my head is spinnig
so fast, woundering how i get here, This is not the way I pictured me.
All the torment and the pain, so to hard to bare. i choke on my own words.
Im teeling my self, it´s not real, it´s just a dream, a bad dream.
the red blod pumping, like the hatred flowing through my veins.
If i clouse my eyes forever, will it go away?


I had some feelings, some how, some where, i lost it on the way, I've looked into the heart of darkness,
Where the blood boils, and the pain grows, i can feel it, more and more, building up in my head,
Falling, drowning in my memory of time, time that i never had. let it end this way, its for the better.

Why?

 

[A©]

In this surreal world, i live and breeth, i can feel, whats the mening with it, when i only
get lost in the sea of pain, drowning in my own tears, feeling hopeless and empty.
My the next day be better then this one, that i may have the strength to tell you the truth.
So have faith and bare with me, i may live to see your face once more....

So why do i live? for real? cold as i may se, stupid i may be.. but love doesnt have eyes, or does it?
Dreams of ilusions, i dont know if this is real.. the feelings are,,, i think. wait? arent thy?
My heart cold as hell, just feeling nothting right about now, or is it love playning with my mind?
What the hell,, fuck it, make it go away,,, make it stop, it´s to no use any away..........




They say love is for fools, and they are right.
They say love is for the inocent, and they are right.
They say love is for humans, and they are right.

They say love can brake you apart, and they are right.
They say love can make you inzane, and they are right.
They say love can make you do things, and they are right.

Whos the fool, me or them????

 

[Mech]

Tidigt på morron...

 

[A©]

Mörkret faller sakta över mig, jag får svårt att andas, klumpen i halsen blir allt större,
Ju mer jag tittar, ju ondare det gör.. Mitt hjärta faller till golvet, i tusen bitar det splittras,
längs med det kalla vinds golvet, skuggorna kryper allt närmre, och det lilla ljus som en gångs fanns,
slukas allt mer, av det kalla mörkret. Varför, drömmar man vill glömma, minnen man vill trycka ner,
låsa in, kasta bort nycklen. Känslor, så starka, så obehagliga att tas med, så varför lyssna på dom.
Tryck ner dom, långt ner i det svarta hål, där allt annat av glädje finns. Hoppet som en gång fanns,
har plötsligt överget mig, varför?